I lick every so gently on the tip as you position yourself over me. Base to tip I lick you. Your balls slide into my mouth as I gently suck on them. Hearing you moan. Giving you pleasure. Pleasure you so richly deserve. I can not wait any longer. I wrap my hands around your ass and push you into my mouth. I position my face just right. All the way back, I feel you as you start to invade my throat. I swallow as my mouth hits the base of your cock. Deep in the back of my throat, I have you. Your moans become louder, your breathing heavier as I start to fuck you with my mouth. Grasping your ass, in and out, your cock slides as I suck. My tongue encircling the head, tickling all the right nerves. You hit overload. (My favorite part.) You grasp my face. Gently you begin to thrust. Fucking my face. Feeling my tongue tease and tickle you as you push your cock further and further down my throat. You feel me gag and swallow. I continue sucking. Your hips thrust up and down on the bed as I lay beneath you sucking. My mouth feels so good, so hot, so wet. I feel you becoming tense. Your cock is rock hard as it starts to throb. I feel your hot cum hit the back of my throat. Immediately I start sucking. Clamping my lips around you as I hold you captive. Taking from you all that you have. Every drop. You are helpless to fight it. You give in and go limp as I finish you off. You drop to the bed, spent. I am not finished with you yet. I start to caress you. Your every nerve comes alive as I lightly tickle you in all the most sensitive spots. eventually, I nestle my head on your stomach, gently suck your cock back into my mouth. Every so lightly I suck. You lie the in ecstasy. Your entire body tingling as you drift off to sleep with your cock still nestled lightly between my lips.

The awe of love,
How quickly it faded and turned into wonder
Wondering why...
Why is it, that you do not look at me anymore?
Slowly the wonder, turned into tears
Tears of pain, from an aching heart.
Why is it, that you do not love me anymore?
Gradually the tears began to dry.
Turned to anger, from so many broken promises.
Why is it, that you lie to me?
Anger festers into rage.
Exploding in upon itself.
How dare you be so cruel to my heart?
Rage eventually burns itself out.
And without an ember left glowing,
It slowly turns into...
Nothing at all.

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These are the lyrics to my new favorite song...Alabama, by: Cross Canadian Ragweed
She picked up the telephone, all the heard was dialtone. She really thought she'd heard it ring this time. She said, "what am I thinking? I must be only dreaming. Or maybe it's the hundred times he's crossed my mind just tonight." Maybe I miss your loving. Maybe I miss your kiss just a little bit. Maybe I miss your body lying right next to mine. Maybe I miss your touch a little too much. Tossing and turning. Her skins still burning from the fire in his hands. Running on empty. She needs somebody, but somebody wouldn't understand. And the telephone rings. Maybe I miss your loving. Maybe I miss your kiss just a little bit. Maybe I miss your body lying right next to mine. Maybe I miss your touch a little too much. Talked about Savannah, Sweet Home Alabama, and how I miss the way she always smiled. Are you coming back soon by the harvest moon if I have to walk every mile on my knees. Maybe I miss your loving. Maybe I miss your kiss just a little bit. Maybe I miss your body lying right next to mine. Maybe I miss your touch a little to much. Now maybe I miss your loving. Maybe I miss your lips just a little bit. Maybe I miss your body lying right next to mine. Maybe I miss your touch a little too much. A little too much. A little too much.

A perfect combination
Of give and take.
Satisfaction reached
At it's highest rank.
As the adrenaline of power
And pleasure combined
Comes coursing through your veins.
The power of control.
Controlling your pleasure.
The reward of satisfaction
As I savor every drop.
Knowing that your body
Limp and tingling, lying there.
Was all mine for just a moment.
Feeling every shudder
Every quiver, every shake
As I give to you completely.
Reaching a climax
In satisfaction
Knowing you feel this way
Because of me.

There are not enough words to describe the incredible sensations that course through my entire being the first moment I feel you slide inside me after not having you for so long. That first moment of penetration, exquisite. A sensation that rocks my entire body. I feel it inside and out. My head reeling, my body accepting, my heart exploding. Having you. There is no greater feeling. Needing you and not being able to have you...there is no greater pain.

Thank You For Being My Mother

In our lifetime we will meet and know at least a thousand people.
But in all that time I will never meet anyone as wonderful as my mother.
She put up with so much, and gave so much more. Love, attention, advice and hugs.
Never wanting anything more in return than our love for one another.

Molding us tenderly, never loving us less, even when we bitterly rebelled.
Teaching us respect, responsibility and the difference between right and wrong.
Admiring all our accomplishments and in turn loving all our flaws.
Encouraging us always to do our best, while making us feel important and strong.

She would give you all she had and more, living with less just to see you smile.
She is someone that no matter what has went wrong, you know on her you can depend.
Beaming with pride, watching her babies grow up, knowing she has done her best.
Teaching us compassion for our fellow man, and how important it is to be a good friend.

I feel privileged and lucky to have been given one of God's most wonderful gifts.
A mother who truly loves and cares and gives from her heart without end.
And I can say with confidence a more wonderful person I will never meet in my life,
Than the woman my son lovingly calls "Mimi", my mother, my eternal friend.

Jealousy...the worst of all emotions to have to feel. Why? I think because it is the forbidden. It is bad. A person is not supposed to be jealous. There is a right time to be sad, a right time to be angry, and a right time to grieve. It is ok to feel and express all of those emotions...but jealousy. "We should be thankful for what we have". "The grass isn't always greener on the other side". Yeah. Whatever. I hate that I feel it, but I do. I cringe when I know the feelings are coming on. I can no longer concentrate on conversation or whatever else is going on around me. I slip into my own. I have conversations with myself. Silently scolding myself for feeling this way. Yet unable to not feel this way. Totally out of all control of it. It can be triggered by the simplest of things. A look. A thought. A simple sentence in a conversation. And BAM! You feel it. It comes shooting through your body like a bullet. Fast and slightly painful. Then it begins to settle in as a dull ache. Accepting the uncontrollable, I slowly slip back into my surroundings. No one has even noticed. Such a powerful feeling to feel, yet no one notices your private pain. The forbidden feelings of jealousy.

You are such a feast for the eyes.
How is it that, you do not see?
Your eyes themselves twinkle in the sunlight,
In all the shades of the clear blue sea.
Those lips of yours, they are divine
I love their shape, their shade, their taste.
A mix of the lightest shades of crimson,
With the taste, and sweetness of sheer desire.
I love the incredible curve of your neck,
That sexy little spot where it meets your strong shoulders.
The taste of you there,
A flavor that fuels my deepest desires.
As I bite down, savoring the flavors, of passion on fire.
Your chest is exquisite, so strong and so hard.
Framed perfectly between two sculpted arms.
Muscles flowing so fluidly, every shape so define.
Your stomach. Nothing short of beautiful.
So sweet to taste, so responsive to my touch.
Need flows through my body,
As I run my fingers down your legs.
So strong, so powerful, so positively defined.
A strength I love, a power I feel with every thrust
When our bodies make love to one another.
From head to toe, inside and out.
A feast you are, for my every sense.
So a glutton I become, when given the chance.
Devouring, without regard to manners
For so often I am limited,
To surviving on mere samples.

So tender is that little spot right between your leg and your groin. I love to run my tongue across it and taste you as you shiver. First one side and then the other. The intensity of it makes your body shudder in delight. I slowly caress up and down the shaft of your beautiful cock with my fingertips. Slowly encircling the head, as my other hand lightly caresses your balls. A small droplet of cum begins to seep out. So sweet it is. I lightly lick the tip as you convulse beneath me, from the first velvety touches of my tongue. My lips part and envelope the head as I suck you into my mouth. The feeling of it in my mouth divine, as I suckle you. Relishing just the taste of you in my mouth. Another swipe of my tongue trails down the shaft. Licking you in all those oh so tender little places. From base to tip I lick you once more before I impale you into the back of my throat. Locking my lips tightly around the base I swallow, constricting my throat muscles around the head as you moan in ecstasy. Up and down I move my mouth, sucking with just the right pressure. Needing the release, you grasp the back of my head and slowly pump my hot, wet mouth. I suck in unison with every thrust to the base of my throat. I feel it building. Your cock rock hard and throbbing. You release my head and fall back as I grab your hips and plunge you deep into my face. You are so close. I suck as you start to cum. Hot and sweet, gushing down my throat as I grasp you, pulling you deeper into my mouth. You shake, you shudder. You moan my name, oh so sweetly as you collapse backward....Paralyzed by pleasure.

Harder and harder he thrust his hips, pushing himself deep inside her. Her body literally convulsing with pleasure. Sweat laced with desire covering both of them. The sweet scent of sex surrounding their every sense, as the tension begins to built. Her pussy squeezing so tightly, the pressure increasing with every hard, fast thrust of cock he was pounding into her. Her hair grasped tightly in his hand. Another hard spasm erupts from deep within her. He does not stop. He continues the assault on her sweet, hot pussy. Claiming every ounce of pleasure. Taking. Having. Never knowing when this chance will again come. Another spasm. She squeezes him so tightly. He stops, buried deep inside her. Feeling every wave with her, as they rush through her body in a violent surge. Grasping tightly to his body, biting hard on his neck, as she slowly comes down from the onslaught of extreme pleasure. Her pussy throbbing from inside, massaging his cock with every pulse of pleasure. He must have more. He needs more. He slowly pulls out, only to thrust back inside he with sheer power. Her pussy feeling the strength of his hard muscles. Loving the assault, needing the assault, she thrust upward to meet him. Mouths connect and devour the taste of desire. Her body starts to tremble as the waves begin to build once more. Her pussy so tight, he can take no more. Together they feel the internal explosion of lust and desire combined. Lips sucked into each others mouths. Chests heaving, hearts pounding together, as the waves of sheer desire slowly ebb away.
Back to perfect once again. As is well in the world for a short and glorious moment. Nothing else matters. Just two bodies, entangled together. Perfection.

I sit out here watching you. I can see you through the side of the blinds. You know I am watching you. You are so hot. I want you so badly. I start to get wet thinking about having you. No one is looking. They cannot see me. So absorbed in their games they are oblivious to me out here. I slowly start to put my hand down the front of my pants. God bless the elastic waistband, no buttons to undo, no zippers, just instant access to a dire need. I slowly run my fingers over my whole pussy. My God, how a few of your kisses can make me so wet. From the minute my lips touched yours tonight I have wanted you. Needed you. My fingers press harder as I play in the wetness of my own pussy. I see you. So hot. My body shivers slightly as I caress my clit. So hard it gets from my touch and the sight out you. I see you. You know I am watching. Harder I press as I spread my legs wider across the banister. Running tight little circles around my clit as I start to lightly moan. Oh God how wonderful it would be to have you. As the tension builds I release my clit and slide a finger deep inside me. Oooooh, I softly moan. I know they cannot hear me. More, I must have more. I stretch my legs further. Harder and faster I rub myself. My eyes stay fixed on you as the waves begin to build. Yes....yes...right there...Oh my God. The vision of you blurrs as my body starts to convulse. Wetness pours from me. I grip the banister tighter as the waves crash through me. My legs drop down. Barley able to hold myself up, I stumble back into the room. Grazing your arm as I pass you. The feel of your skin, unreal. I collapse in the chair in front of you. Heart raising, breath ragged as I recover. No one knows. Only you. You watch me from behind the chair. I can no longer see you, but I feel you eyes on me. You know I have just had you.

Do you think we ever really know true happiness
Or do we strive in vain to obtain the unattainable
Do we search out and exaggerate all of life's little imperfections
In our constant journey to live out the “happily ever after” fable

The feelings of guilt can sometimes become overwhelming
Asking ourselves are we being selfish to want so much
Do we really deserve to acheive the unattainable bliss
Or are we destined to live life, feeling wounded, carrying a crutch

Blinded to reality
I remain a willing captive
In the world I have created
Sanity obtained by being adaptive

Happiness created daily
With an imagination that is inventive
The delicious smiles spread across my face
These feelings of desire, incredibly addictive

For in my world, you are mine
Precious love shared every day
These things so far from the bitterness of reality
So in my fantasy world, smiling, I choose to stay

Your body next to mine
Naked
I gaze upon you
You are so beautiful
Every inch of you
Sculpted to near perfection
I love the curve of your arms
So strong
I feel so safe when they hold me
The perfection of your chest
Divine
A solid place to rest my head
Your stomach
So sensitive to my touch
As you quiver under my fingers
Your legs
Exquisite are the feelings
Of them wrapped around my head
Your cock buried deep in my throat
Your body so tense
Every muscle feeling
The internal explosion of lust
The release it is divine
As your body collapses
And I gaze upon you
So beautiful you are
Your body next to mine
Naked

Your body is cuddled up close to mine as I wake to the first rays of sunshine penetrating the room. You look so sweet lying there with your eyes closed, all worries forgotten for the few precious hours your mind takes to rest in sleep. I cannot help but touch you. The feel of your skin under my touch, exquisite. I start to lightly caress your body. Slowly running my fingers down the back of your neck. Lightly kissing you, just behind the ear. Whispering I love you, as you peacefully sleep. I snuggle you closer and lie my head on your chest as you start to stir. Your sleepy eyes begin to focus as they meet mine...so beautiful and full of life they become when you stretch your mouth into it's first smile of the day as you realize I am slowly making my way down your body. So sensitive you are in the morning. I lightly caress you stomach. Down lower my other hand it relishing in the feel of your inner thighs. Your body shudders under my touch. I feel your most sensitive parts, my tongue grazes lightly across that sweet little crevice where your legs meet your body. I lightly lick your balls as you squirm in delight. Up the shaft my tongue trails only seconds before I take you in my mouth. So sweet the taste of you. The sweet drops of honey I taste as you become mine, fuel me with desire. I must have you. I move up your body. Kissing your every inch until I have your lips in my mouth. Slowly I push downward as I take you inside me. Muscles squeeze, bodies quivering as I slowly move my way up and down. Having you. Together our bodies build for the release. There is heat, sweat, delicious moans. I feel you swell inside me as our bodies become tense. Let go. Release. We feel the moment together. Two bodies molded tightly in lust and love. Kissing...always kissing, until the last, of all shivers, have subsided. Oh, how I would give anything to start my day like this.

Hearts Asunder
You feel it with your entire being
So deep within your heart
Soul mates, bound together by love
In a world that keeps them apart

Starving

My mind needs healthy stimulation
My eyes are craving to be fed
My body yearns to be satisfied
I need you naked, alone in bed

My skin consumes your desire, your heat
My ears devour your every moan
A feast for every sense I have
Your body naked, with mine, alone

To taste your flesh, inhale your breath
As I feel your heart pound with mine
Two bodies clinging tightly in waves of passion
Satisfaction acquired...the feeling, divine

Gazing across this field in the early light of morning
I see the pastel colors begin to streak across the sky
As the foggy mist rises upward toward the heavens
Natural perfection, a feast of beauty to the eye
The cool, crisp feel of the morning breeze
Tickles my neck as it blows through my hair
Sending shivers of awe through my entire being
As the scent of wildflowers fragrances the air
My eyes then turn downward, I gaze now upon you
Your eyes lightly closed, your body unclothed
I love the tenderness of your sleepy relaxation
As I touch and feel everything my eyes do behold
And I smile as I think of the perfection of the morning
A better way to start the day I know there could not be
With the beauty of mother nature's canvas surrounding us
Proving without a doubt, the best things in life are always free

Feeling Helpless Against The Tide
I gaze into the waters of the deep and placid sea
An exotic mix of blending shades in hues of blue and green
Secrets held deep within, slowly lose grip of the oceans floor
As emotions manipulate the waters calm, the waves of feelings come surging forth
A glance across the surface, shows you ripples glistening in the sun
But if you know the depths you see, the pain of troubles that have come undone
Powerless...Are the feelings, as you struggle against the surge of swells
Unable to restore the calm, with words and kisses and wishes of well
So you smile to yourself knowing that you have done all that you can do
Providing temporary shelter, against the winds of torment whipping through
And for a few short and tender moments, all is placid once again
The sea is calm, colors again reflecting, the blues and greens of precious gems
You take happiness in knowing, a precious moment has been shared
Seeing what's beyond the surface, and doing so because you cared