A perfect combination
Of give and take.
Satisfaction reached
At it's highest rank.
As the adrenaline of power
And pleasure combined
Comes coursing through your veins.
The power of control.
Controlling your pleasure.
The reward of satisfaction
As I savor every drop.
Knowing that your body
Limp and tingling, lying there.
Was all mine for just a moment.
Feeling every shudder
Every quiver, every shake
As I give to you completely.
Reaching a climax
In satisfaction
Knowing you feel this way
Because of me.

There are not enough words to describe the incredible sensations that course through my entire being the first moment I feel you slide inside me after not having you for so long. That first moment of penetration, exquisite. A sensation that rocks my entire body. I feel it inside and out. My head reeling, my body accepting, my heart exploding. Having you. There is no greater feeling. Needing you and not being able to have you...there is no greater pain.

Thank You For Being My Mother

In our lifetime we will meet and know at least a thousand people.
But in all that time I will never meet anyone as wonderful as my mother.
She put up with so much, and gave so much more. Love, attention, advice and hugs.
Never wanting anything more in return than our love for one another.

Molding us tenderly, never loving us less, even when we bitterly rebelled.
Teaching us respect, responsibility and the difference between right and wrong.
Admiring all our accomplishments and in turn loving all our flaws.
Encouraging us always to do our best, while making us feel important and strong.

She would give you all she had and more, living with less just to see you smile.
She is someone that no matter what has went wrong, you know on her you can depend.
Beaming with pride, watching her babies grow up, knowing she has done her best.
Teaching us compassion for our fellow man, and how important it is to be a good friend.

I feel privileged and lucky to have been given one of God's most wonderful gifts.
A mother who truly loves and cares and gives from her heart without end.
And I can say with confidence a more wonderful person I will never meet in my life,
Than the woman my son lovingly calls "Mimi", my mother, my eternal friend.

Jealousy...the worst of all emotions to have to feel. Why? I think because it is the forbidden. It is bad. A person is not supposed to be jealous. There is a right time to be sad, a right time to be angry, and a right time to grieve. It is ok to feel and express all of those emotions...but jealousy. "We should be thankful for what we have". "The grass isn't always greener on the other side". Yeah. Whatever. I hate that I feel it, but I do. I cringe when I know the feelings are coming on. I can no longer concentrate on conversation or whatever else is going on around me. I slip into my own. I have conversations with myself. Silently scolding myself for feeling this way. Yet unable to not feel this way. Totally out of all control of it. It can be triggered by the simplest of things. A look. A thought. A simple sentence in a conversation. And BAM! You feel it. It comes shooting through your body like a bullet. Fast and slightly painful. Then it begins to settle in as a dull ache. Accepting the uncontrollable, I slowly slip back into my surroundings. No one has even noticed. Such a powerful feeling to feel, yet no one notices your private pain. The forbidden feelings of jealousy.